Friday, December 31, 2010

last day of 2010 ~

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 12:39 AM 5 comments
hip hip hurray!!!!
today is the last day of 2010!

2010, definitely a great year for me to remember.......
good things as well as bad things...
but if i were to name them one by one..i dun think one post will be enough. =)
[ this is just an excuse, basically i can only remember 1-2 reallie good things and 1-2 bad things... hahaha]

good things?
1. intern in basf and meet really cool people there ( not to say.. i get to travel a lot ..)
2. meet someone i like
3. had a smooth year =D

bad things?
1. lost 2 friends
2. broken friendships

haha..i can only remember these nya lo....
hmmm wat a bad memory i had =S

every year, i will be sitting in front of the television, watching those 'count down program' together with family and when the clock strike 12 midnight, i will be screaming 'happy new year' to all of them... yup it may sound boring to you..but compare to now, i think it will be worst..

# hint 1

cause i am in here!! uni...

for wat?

to be in lab....( hopefully i have progress )

and i really really wish that,
i am able to spend my last day of 2010 with my family....

my very loving mummy...who always give us children as her first priority

and also my cute and adorable brother

but oh well...since i already in must as well..stay happy kan?

shall put on a smile whenever i walk to the lab.. :P

and patiently wait till he comes back! =D


Friday, December 10, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 1:03 AM 2 comments
i have fear in me, whenever my hp msg rang,
i have fear with me, whenever my gtalk msg rang,
i have fear in me, whenever i saw new email in my inbox...
i have lotsa fear in me, that i wanna explode already...

i am just an ordinary girl, who is hardworking that lead to the above average results..
i am not smart but i admit, i am hardworking
pushing me doing stuff that i cant do, and have a high expectations based on my results is making me really stressful
i admit i always disappoint you but can you please stop pushing me? can you let me break my outer shell first? the pushiness makes me very scared to even make the first step...its torturing..

its torturing when i do not know what i should do
its torturing when u give works that i don't even know what is it
its torturing when i can't even see the future of it

i want back the excitement that i first have when i started it
i want back my motivation
i want back the things that i lost because of it
most importantly
i want back myself

if its possible, i wish i can turn back the time and undo all these stuff

where are you cally?

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

From him to me

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 2:22 AM 0 comments
Lagu Teman - The Lion Story Ft Zahidah

Pertama kali kita berjumpa,
Tidak kepastiannya ternyata,
Diriku dipenuhi soalan,
Ku tiada teman..
Aku terlihat insan yang keliru,
Air yang deras mencermin wajahku,
Engkau menjelma memberi harapan,
Menghulur tangan…

Sempena hari mulia Ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Detik masa kini kedengaran,
Aku mengucap selamat jalan,
Kepada teman yang sering menghibur dengan gurauan…

Bagaikan anak yang baru dilahir,
Titisan mata pun mulam mengalir,
Di simpang jalan kita menyebut kata terakhir…

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa
Di hatiku…..

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan….

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa,
Di hatiku………

Sunday, November 14, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 2:29 AM 2 comments

" kita dah ada sikit masa...kenapa masih mau cari alasan to gaduh? why dun make use of time baik-baik "

he knocked some senses into my head....
sad not because i'm hurt...
but cause i am in wrong

Saturday, November 6, 2010

=D back again once more

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 5:38 PM 2 comments

yeay!! a nice rest back home =D

i went back on thursday afternoon and here i utp..on saturday afternoon..@~@

i took a train back ...thanks to hooi yee for fetching me back from station..hehe =D

and yeah..the reason i bring such a big BECAUSE...

i wanna restock my food supply for study week..hehhe

before :


yup...i am pretty will be empty less than 1 month.. ;P

hua hua hua....

now my battery is fully recharge! i am energized once more..

ready to fight in the battle now!!!


Sunday, October 31, 2010

pre-sms with my external @~@

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 10:47 AM 4 comments
a pre-sms with my external lecturer :

cally : Good morning dr X. Sorry for disturbing your Sunday.I am cally, the student who will undergo the oral presentation tomoro at 9 am. I just received the schedule on Friday 5pm. However, I have test at 8-10 am. I would like to ask , if i can change the time of presentation instead of nine to maby 10.30 am after the last student mr y. Really sorry for the inconvenience caused.

dr X : tell the coordinator

cally : ok dr. i will sent an email to her. But you are free after then thirty right? thanks lot! have a nice weekend.

dr X : i am not free

cally : ok. thank you sir

dr X : i dun like to be disturbed on sunday

cally : sorry sir for disturbing you. really really sorry.

@~@ sigh...looks like i must be more careful for my tomoro's presentation d =(

Saturday, October 30, 2010

messy messy table :P

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 4:58 PM 4 comments
This is how my table look like right now...

very very very very very very very infiniti messy......i still got tonnes of the side of the table, on the floor, on my bed...
all in all..

room = papers storage = messy

i wonder when will all this work loads end... hmmmmmmmm

eventho i felt tat i myself are very very busy, but i blv there are still other ppl in utp who are more more busy than me..

so if they can do it.. I CAN DO IT TOO!

will try my best =D

upcoming schedule:


1. FYDP interim report
2. FYP interim report (hope i can really postpone this)
3.FYP oral presentation (i..dun have any progress..ahahha...working on it..pray hard i get inspiration)
4. PUS test




Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 3:24 AM 0 comments
Lately, i had been so stressful that i think i lose myself. @~@
Final year first sem is not as relax as i heard.
NO..hell no...
With FYP, FYDP, PUS, HI , MS and PCS...
its hell...wat a hellish combination

however, i am perfectly fine right now..thanks to mum's support, bf's support and most importantly...FRIENDS support....


I am considered one of the lucky girl who has a bunch of retards around me...who always cheer me up and always be by my side whenever i needed them...

I always have shoulder borrowed by them whenever i cried

most of them knows that i was pretty sad due to my fydp interim presentation...

and guess what..

xiang qing gave me this when she met me yesterday

tadaaaa a surprise for me!
i am reallie happy when she said its for me! it has been a very long long time since i received one..=D

open it..heh an apple!!! apple note pad!!!!
pity it's not apple mac book.. ;p

decided to play a few modes available in my camera.. :P

#Normal pic mode

-apple and a pen...i reallie love it ! =D-

-an apple a day keep a doctor away..but for my apple a day..keep my stress away!-

#Film Grain mode

#Pin hole mode

and i only know that pin hole is actually lomo application..@~@ din realize until amy told me..hehehe

*my fav*

and i guess..i am now in the mood work my ass off!!!! =D

i have gain back my motivation that i had lost a few days ago...


Cally is once more a happy girl!

Friday, October 29, 2010

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 8:17 PM 2 comments
i hate my current self...

getting very emotional lately..crying for dunno how many times....

how i wish if i am really strong mentally =(

Thursday, October 21, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 11:59 PM 3 comments
i seriously, wanna cry hard release all the stress i have accumulate...

honestly, i am lost .......
super depressed.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

My Antidote

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 12:48 AM 0 comments

yup..this is wat i reallie need...for now.. =) being away from fyp, fydp, studies and laptop

despite having :
1) PUS test on monday
2) Seminar on monday
3) PCS presentation on wednesday
4) HI test on thursday
5) Malaysia Studies ( next week)

i need my life back =) and i am getting it back right NOW ! =) hehehe

Friday, September 24, 2010

weird life style...

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 6:26 AM 2 comments
i have to admit, i do have a weird lifestyle now..hmmm

this is my 'daily schedule' :

morning-evening : attend class/lab/meeting with sv and yada yada

5 pm : tapao and had dinner in the room + watch movie

6 pm : feel reallie sleepy... randomly surfing net + chatting

7 pm-9pm : nyte to zzz world

9pm : start working + surfing net + playing + talking + chatting

2 am : reallie do work

6 am : sleeping time...

@~@ ..

now is already 6.30 am and i am pretty awake...hmmm and worst i have class at 9 am today....trying my very best not to sleep ... haha..

so total of sleep will be : 2 hours

hmmm....i wonder how long will i last..huhu

Saturday, September 18, 2010

when 1 is not enough

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 1:36 PM 3 comments

when 1 is not enough...

he took another 1 from chemical course...

rest in peace farhan...

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat and
my condolences to Farhan's family and Munirah

Seriously, I never expected that at the age of 22, instead of getting used of receiving wedding invitation, I am to get use of getting funeral invitations

Sometimes it makes me wonder, why are we here...without knowing what will happen to us...

but again. what can we do...this is all beyond our control..we can only live our life to the fullest...

God, please don't take away my friends anymore...2 is enough...2 great guy is enough...

Now, I can seriously hope that aft this ...more wedding invitation will come....


Friday, September 17, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 5:17 PM 0 comments
Mid sem break finally marks to an end. well..not exactly the end...but..for me it is...
it has been only 3 days since i come back to uni and this is how my table looks like:

...zzz sigh...
this semester is indeed the 'most reading year' for me....

just for one FYP..i have 9 books to read and a lot of journals to refer...
please dun remind me how am i going to carry all these books to the library @~@

SIGH...when will only my workload decrease?


quote from my fyp sv: lit review is boring..dun worry..ur happy time will come soon

i soon will it be...

Thursday, September 9, 2010

random =D

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 8:37 PM 0 comments

I's time for me to update my blog..will update once i get all my pictures from mr. v


Selamat Hari Raya Kekawan~

p/s : tomoro will be a day full of happiness..anticipating it =D

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Leaving on the jet plane

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 7:29 AM 2 comments

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door (hmm...should be boarding gate)
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn ( my kind hearted landlady)
Already I'm so lonesome I could die (no pun..i got 2 cute juniors with me)

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane (erm...MAS ...MAS)
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

leaving Germany and heading towards real home..Malaysia

Auf Wiedersehen Deutschland !!!!


Wednesday, July 14, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 12:18 AM 3 comments
okay..i am in the airport........for 48 hours..cause the smart o me...missed my flight...wat a day

Friday, July 9, 2010 the day...

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 3:38 AM 2 comments
Today marks the date of the end of my internship in BASF SE, Ludwigshafen

my wonderful supervisor and lab technicians of GKE

me heartz BASF!

-more pic yet to be disclosed-

Auf Wiedersehen BASF, Ola Portugal

( i rather stay in BASF tho..sobz)

Monday, July 5, 2010

Printing and Hardbound Service for Internship Final Report

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 2:44 PM 3 comments is towards the end of the internship trainning and i guess most of us has completed like 90-99% of the report...and as we all know..we need to hardbound it etc etc...and these are the informations that i got.. just to share in case some of us does not have any idea about it:

1st Option : Sobrono Bersekutu

The details are as follows:
-Printing (both black and color printing with double A papers) RM 0.15 per page
-Hardbound RM 25.00 per booklet.

You need only to submit the soft copy of your report to either one of our e-mails.
For printing and hardbound processes, we will take care of it.
All reports can be submitted using .doc or .docx file only.

We are already aware that the report should include the signature of your plant supervisor.
If you agree to use our services, you can just scan it and submit to us through the e-mail together with the softcopy of your report.

However, you also can submit your documents via post to the address below and the documents need to arrive
before or by 21st July 2010 (Wednesday):

No. 11, Jalan Maju Aman 2, Taman Maju,
Bandar Seri Iskandar,
31750 Tronoh,

You also need to prepare the cover page and spine cover (please refer to the internship guideline) and e-mail to us together with your report.

Attached with this e-mail is the cover page and spine cover format.
Please modify it appropriately.
We won't responsible if it's any wrong information written on both covers.

Here are the important dates that you need to know:

-For printing and hardbound - Due date is on 20th July 2010 (Tuesday).
-For hardbound only (via post) - Due date is on 21st July 2010 (Wednesday).

You will get your hardbounded report on 25th July 2010 (Sunday) at v5 cafe at 10 pm.

Regarding the payment method, you need to transfer the money into this CIMB account details before or by 21st July 2010 (Wednesday):

Account No.: 08090068320521
Name: Ahmad Sobri bin Hashim

You also need to submit to us the payment prove to our e-mail.
Please spread this offer to your internship friends.
For further information, please contact us:

Ahmad Sobri bin Hashim 0124041829
Syazwan Haji Noordin 0195693598

2nd Option: S^M Printcentre

Here, we would like to OPEN for booking for those who would like to make their report hardbound on our next trip which is on 8th June 2010.

Below are the details for booking purpose;

Asyran - 019 523 7815, Alizul - 013 508 0016 & Fadilah - 019 513 3468

Details to be include during booking:
name, phone no., email, no. of copy, course

Report submitted due:
Before mid-nite of 7th June 2010

Reminder: Do also download "sample spine cover" from our blog; & submit together with your reports.

More info?
Contact us at
Asyran - 019 523 7815
Fadilah - 019 513 3468
Haidzir - 013 501 2732

or email us at:

=) hope these informations are helpful!!!!


*gosh..emo emo....i love the ppl in basf....hate the farewell..hate to bid good bye...

i know its impossible to pray that the day whereby i will say my last guten morgen and my last tchuss too them will never come..therefore i just pray that it will come a bit slower.....slower than usual..*

Friday, July 2, 2010

He Said

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 2:39 PM 9 comments
He said

Cally, when are you going back?

looking at him...i said..

on the 8th

and again he said

end of the month?

shaking my head, i said week, on the 8th

face changed..him wearing a gloomy mask said

reallie? next week? you have been here for half a year right?

me replying sadly,

a short conversation with my lab tech early in the oh i feeling very very i wished time flies a bit slower..but i do wanna see my family too..


this is what i called...


Wednesday, June 30, 2010


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 3:07 PM 0 comments

This is what i called Contradicting

in the SAME guideline....THREE different statements were found :

a) Logbook and Final Report is submitted to Industrial Internship Unit (for ofiicial stamping) and UTP Supervisor (for evaluation) by returning intern in 1st week of new semester

7.3 Post-Internship (page 4)

b)It is compulsory for students to prepare and submit the Final Report. It must be submitted to SIIU within 2 weeks after the official industrial internship date ends.

11.4 Final Report (page 11)

c) Students must submit one (1) hard cover copy & one (1) CD of the Final Report to UTP Supervisor within two (2) weeks of the new semester.

11.4.2 Report Format (page 12)

sigh..shake head...this is our so-called guidelines....

so which one to follow? FEAR NOT...this is the correct version :

announcement from Elearning..
-submit on 26 July..first day of the sem start-

and u know..the ironic part is that, none of the 3 statements are accurate...

Monday, June 28, 2010

with love from germany

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 5:08 AM 8 comments
was arranging my postcards...and suddenly i spotted this :

ahh memory flooded in once i saw this postcard
-have gotten this from an uncle i met in Munich...and kindly he brought me around Munich City Center -

flip it behind...a msg from him
(tho i only know him 1 hour plus..he took out a postcard from his bag and wrote this on the spot for me as a departing gift)

with from germany?

hahahah :P

Friday, June 25, 2010

Cherry is Love

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 11:32 PM 2 comments

~Cherry is Love~

my landlord and landlady gave me and my housemates this one big bowl of cherries that they planted themselves..
just look at the dark bloody red cherries...really makes me drools and wanted to try them eventho i never eat them in malaysia (those in drinks or cakes)

*right aft work..haha..without putting down the bag..i straight away have one...just couldn't resist the temptation*

and ...once you have wanted more....

now i feel like buying additional 1 kg of cherries from them...its very sweet....and yummy..drools...

p/s : since they have a lot..they decided to sell them at real cheap kg for 2.50 euro..where can you get a better bargain? hehe


Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 4:22 AM 4 comments
lately..i am addicted...yeah....ADDICTED is the correct word..

i am addicted to these..

what's this?

big wrap of?


joghurt-sahne-torte (kiwi yogurt cream cake)

yea....cakes..cakes are my current addiction

i am addicted to matter where i go..whenever i passed by the eyes will definitely scan at those wonderful cakes..and makes me drools all the way...

and blv me..they taste really good...

BUT, if i consumed am not worried bout my weight..i am more worried bout my pocket..T.T...confirm...burnt one big big hole

so cally..stop eating those cakes....huhuuuuuuu

but...its oh my

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Not Always Successful..

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 4:47 AM 8 comments
after cycling..and hearing the LOUD CHEER when Germany scored one ball in the match...
i decided to make pop corn and eat while watching the television..

and...surprisingly...this is the end product :

the whole house was smokey....
i am totally speechless...sigh......
there goes my popcorn...

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Cycling is love

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 3:48 AM 3 comments

ahh...i am so into cycling lately....maybe i will be going back HoMe (malaysia i mean)..that's why i am starting to 'appreciate' the things surrounding me..hehe....

so on last Sunday (yeah..i did a lot of things during my last weekend)..after my wonderful dinner..

of honey chicken and vege..

i decided to cycle...and my aim was to reach the Frankenthal Lake
(without knowing the route..the address...just know the existence of the lake )

Pictures time!

#1. Clear blue sky - a perfect weather to cycle (around 7 pm)

#2. A small river near my house...

#3. Camwhore time
(as usual. :P)

#4. Scenary along the road....

#5. Of trees along the road....

#6. Did you spotted it? hehe..RABBITS!!!!!! wild rabbits...they are huge..

#7. Wind Turbine...

#8. Me hearts these!!! Sun Ray~

#9. Of Railroad...
(it always remind me the Pendidikan Seni question..'Sila lukis gambar yang menunjukkan ciri-ciri perspektif)

#10. Camwhoring again.. :P

#11.After one hour of cycling....and sesating all along the way...
i finally...FINALLY...found the lake..B.U.T...its close..ahhaha

#12.Sneak peak of the lake...
so huge..
i am so gonna go there next weekend..and read my book..hehe.. =)

Hehe......aim achieved! so happy....before i start my one week europe marathon again after my internship...i am so gonna make full use of my time....enjoying every single moment left=)

I will have NO REGRETS! =)


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