Friday, December 31, 2010

last day of 2010 ~

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 12:39 AM 5 comments
hip hip hurray!!!!
today is the last day of 2010!


2010, definitely a great year for me to remember.......
good things as well as bad things...
but if i were to name them one by one..i dun think one post will be enough. =)
[ this is just an excuse, basically i can only remember 1-2 reallie good things and 1-2 bad things... hahaha]


good things?
1. intern in basf and meet really cool people there ( not to say.. i get to travel a lot ..)
2. meet someone i like
3. had a smooth year =D

bad things?
1. lost 2 friends
2. broken friendships

haha..i can only remember these nya lo....
hmmm wat a bad memory i had =S

hehe...
every year, i will be sitting in front of the television, watching those 'count down program' together with family and when the clock strike 12 midnight, i will be screaming 'happy new year' to all of them... yup it may sound boring to you..but compare to now, i think it will be worst..
why?

# hint 1

cause i am in here!! uni...

for wat?

to be in lab....( hopefully i have progress )


and i really really wish that,
i am able to spend my last day of 2010 with my family....



my very loving mummy...who always give us children as her first priority


and also my cute and adorable brother



but oh well...since i already in uni...so must as well..stay happy kan?

shall put on a smile whenever i walk to the lab.. :P


and patiently wait till he comes back! =D


HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
MAY ALL OF US HAVE A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD!!!!
=D

Friday, December 10, 2010

F.E.A.R

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 1:03 AM 2 comments
i have fear in me, whenever my hp msg rang,
i have fear with me, whenever my gtalk msg rang,
i have fear in me, whenever i saw new email in my inbox...
i have lotsa fear in me, that i wanna explode already...

i am just an ordinary girl, who is hardworking that lead to the above average results..
i am not smart but i admit, i am hardworking
pushing me doing stuff that i cant do, and have a high expectations based on my results is making me really stressful
i admit i always disappoint you but can you please stop pushing me? can you let me break my outer shell first? the pushiness makes me very scared to even make the first step...its torturing..

its torturing when i do not know what i should do
its torturing when u give works that i don't even know what is it
its torturing when i can't even see the future of it

i want back the excitement that i first have when i started it
i want back my motivation
i want back the things that i lost because of it
most importantly
i want back myself

if its possible, i wish i can turn back the time and undo all these stuff


where are you cally?


Wednesday, December 8, 2010

From him to me

Posted by ~CaLLy~ at 2:22 AM 0 comments
Lagu Teman - The Lion Story Ft Zahidah

Pertama kali kita berjumpa,
Tidak kepastiannya ternyata,
Diriku dipenuhi soalan,
Ku tiada teman..
Aku terlihat insan yang keliru,
Air yang deras mencermin wajahku,
Engkau menjelma memberi harapan,
Menghulur tangan…

Sempena hari mulia Ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Detik masa kini kedengaran,
Aku mengucap selamat jalan,
Kepada teman yang sering menghibur dengan gurauan…


Bagaikan anak yang baru dilahir,
Titisan mata pun mulam mengalir,
Di simpang jalan kita menyebut kata terakhir…
Whoaaa.....hoaaaa...

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa
Di hatiku…..

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan….

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa,
Di hatiku………
 

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