~MaDa MaDa dAnE~

2011-09-15T20:23:00.000+08:00

Cute stuff!!!!

2011-09-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

while walking back from pasar malam..the RETARDS spotted this cute lil thing....

hahha guess! wat is it?!

TADAAAAA!!! it's the angry bird projector!!!!!

chomel kan?

and it only cost me RM 1..aih...tronoh..a wonderful town to get cheap stuff..i so gonna miss it :)

Something i need to learn and change :D

2011-08-24T17:46:00.002+08:00

the 2 boys ♥

2011-08-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

boy #1

boy #2

had an outing with bro and boyfiee in midvalley last saturday...

it was an enjoyable outing....and indeed relaxing especially after a hectic pre-edx (actually come to think about it..i kinda slumber for it @.@ but anyway let us assume its still hectic)

since bro is leaving to US soon..... i should spend more time with him....going back home every week without fail despite the tight schedule :)

2 tests, edx, fyp report...assignment...

and it's totally worth it

Pre-EDX

2011-08-04T02:11:00.002+08:00

yes! i am done!

say G.O.O.D.B.Y.E to Pre-EDX

this is dr mohanad together with me and my beloved poster

btw, he is the funniest lecturer i ever met...very dedicated and indeed a fantastic fyp coordinator =)

since i am praising him.....do i get extra marks?? :P kidding..

now just left final presentation and i am done for good :)

p/s : i hope my sv wont give me extra work ahh.....end d la..ends it la :P

D'RETARDS

2011-08-02T01:49:00.003+08:00

d' ReTArdS

we are the O.N.E retards...

Cheerful retards....

A.N.D

the SUPERPOWER Retards!

WE ARE THE AWESOME RETARDS!!!!

*only can find in utp :P

Love from Taiwan

2011-07-26T21:13:00.003+08:00

This is one of my souvenir from taiwan....given by amy-jie~

"365 days of happiness, health, and harmony"

exactly what i wish for =) everyday happy happy..healthy healthy...and ping ping an an ~

>:)

i heartz it. Very much ♥

Tenkiu amy!!!

My new Cutie Pie ♥

2011-07-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

My new ♥ .....Raspberry Roots Sleeping Mask.. I have always wanted to buy this ever since i saw this cutie lil bottle in Hooi Yee's room...the only thing which stops me from purchasing it is the price...RM 99.90 for this 100ml liquid...urghhh......

but o well....today i went to ipoh to get my sim card...and i saw this thing again at the price of RM 70...itchy hand..i bought it.....with the hope that i will get a healthier and smoother skin...girls never satisfy with what they have kan?

:P i hope this cutie pie will do her magic on my face :)

:(

2011-07-22T02:43:00.002+08:00

after all the crying stuff..makes me very tired right now...zzz yet i need to read operation management for the interview later :(

i want my phone back :(

random

2011-07-15T03:34:00.003+08:00

me want coffee break!!!!

ahhhh....its 3.36 am and i am waiting for my simulation to end....grrrr

later at 8 pm i will be heading back to kl again! wheee!!! not to play..but to attend conference..zzz...anyway..i have a list of stuff to do..before i leave utp :

1. have wan tan mee with the retards at 8.30 am ( i wonder if i can wake up o not..but i am freaking hungry right now)

2. attend EOR talk.....at 9.30 am ( i hope i wont zzzz there)

3.wash clothes + dry

4.print out resume......

5.packing

ah so malas.. and i am hungry right now..grrr

Motivation candy version II ♥

2011-07-14T01:06:00.002+08:00

jeng jeng... i am so loved by ppl surround me =)

aren't i lucky...

this is good luck sweet =) from amy ♥

ahhhhhhhhhhh whenever i am stress..i have sweets from love ones......

* grin like silly girl*

life is coollll ...with so much ♥ i received

someone important to me

2011-07-13T05:54:00.001+08:00

he is someone very important to me right now...

p/s: this is so random...its 6 am in the morning and i miss him very much since the day i left KL..just bear with me ya. :P

YOU!

2011-07-11T15:20:00.003+08:00

YOU..better don't give me false hope anymore..i am sick of reading all those stuff non stop. I have been very good in putting lotsa time on YOU....

WAT? asking me to be single and date with YOU for this sem? luckily i did not head that advice of yours...just when i needed you ...you actually disappear...just when i want my own time..YOU...bugged me 24 hours...

i can't wait to produce something out.... i have been relying on myself..not YOU...damn

stupid de

Motivation candy ♥

2011-07-11T01:05:00.001+08:00

this is my motivation candy...from pi sayang...

so now, i do not have a valid reason to slack my fyp aren't i?

yosh! i will never give up on you.. my final year project :P

♥

2011-07-10T01:47:00.004+08:00

this is bear bear with love...

this is me with my ♥

despite of the rally,

with all the road blocks and lrt blocks...zzz to the max

none of them gonna stop me from meeting with my pi..

all in all,

I enjoyed my outing with pi yang.....

Home Sweet Home ♥

2011-07-07T13:04:00.003+08:00

the picture says it all..

i am at home ..finally......

immediately rushed back home right after drilling test 1 =)

waited at KTM station for at least 2 hours ...impatient of me ...arent i?

nevertheless...it is totally worth it....i can feel the warmth of the family and able to meet boyfie ♥

despite me being at home..i still have to switch on the 'hardworking' mode.....have been typing the report since yesterday...salute my determination...well of course there are reasonS for it....

1. due date of report is approaching....

2. wanna have outing with the ♥ ones

haha =)

Just for drilling =)

2011-07-01T18:29:00.001+08:00

this is what i have been doing since yesterday and today...preparation for drilling test 1.....

hopefully it will be fruitful yo~

picture of the day

2011-06-28T02:13:00.000+08:00

aren't i strong?

Retards Tradition

2011-06-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

Finally, i live like what university student should live. hahaha ...... being a chemical engineering student....our lives are basically very pathetic compare to other course..no offense..but we are more geek and nerdy u see...and a lot of heavy subjects... @. @ our lives is filled with labs and class and tutorials and tonnes of projects

so, with only FYP and OM for my RETARDS...and additional drilling for me..as usual.. nearly every night..we play Ass Face without fail...

and today, we got a new Ass Face for losing the game 4 times.....hahah HER identity shall not be disclosed.oops...she took away the Ass Face title from mr herman... and being HERMANISH....he teased her from Tronoh till UTP...and all of us just giggled non stop

EPIC of the day is when..herman asked the pak guard " abang..ada bau baja tak?" Blur face was written clearly on the pak guard's face..but we all know....what he meant by it...urghhh pity miss ass face of the day.... hahahhahaha

pity pity..yet..it brightened up my day..wakkakakakakkaa

Say HeLLo to Ms.Calm

2011-06-23T21:41:00.001+08:00

"maybe by applying this, i will be able to have a dreamless sleep" .

And that is wat i thought when i were in the tronoh shop just now....whether it works o not, we shall see tonight :D

say NO to love sick ;D

2011-06-23T01:10:00.003+08:00

say bye bye to love sick!!

thanks to retards and fyp...keeps my day busy busy :)

coming back to utp is not tat bad afterall *wink*

My Future

2011-06-22T12:30:00.000+08:00

my future relies on this

new start :D

2011-06-22T11:24:00.001+08:00

got 'inspiration' on how to reproduce the mother paper for FYP....hopefully today, I can think of better coding...and friday i am able to ask the savior :)

today indeed started off with hope!

First day of Summer

2011-06-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

First day of Summer...i hope my day starts with the warmth of 'hope'

something that makes me happy.....

2011-06-21T18:45:00.005+08:00

simple thing makes me happy =)

urghhhhhhhh

2011-06-21T17:44:00.004+08:00

i am starting...to give up...on FYP...

damnmit...

God, please send one saviour for me??? one enough.....at least for now..i hoping 'him' able to help me now...please reply my email........................or at least let me see him in utp...and please....let 'him' guide me...and teach me..and lessen my burden.....let me see light..and hope in my FYP... amen.

of cheese cake

2011-06-21T13:21:00.002+08:00

outing with the Retards yesterday........had cakes as our appetizer.....
looks delicious..but taste...okok RM 4 per piece...blh la =)

nevertheless, we had a great time together eating and playing 'face ass' game ;)

a wonderful outing

2011-06-20T23:03:00.007+08:00

as promised...now i will scribble the outing i had last sat in my blog =) it has been a long time i post a blog post with this amount of pictures..tiring nya.... =.=

so basically, i went out with my good friend in utp....welll...eventho he grad already, we still keep in contact..which is very good :P lalala..

the objective of the meet up is to strengthened the friendship bond since it has been a long long time since we met... (i switch on the FYP mode already...thus i must write must be in FYP report format..everything must have objective---> trying to be very lame zzzz )

he is a busy working adult...and i am a very 'hardworking student' in a university located in jungle...so we both hardly watch any movies....thus! we decided to have this movie marathon in time square....the movies that we watched are the very 'old' movie ler...so cham...the movies are X-Men and Kung Fu Panda II zzz....but i would say..X-Men is very nice....and touching...and as for Kung Fu panda...is hilarious...i keep on laughing and idunno why..whenever i saw the panda..it reminds me of my coursemate in Cheme... wink wink !

As usual, i woke up late...and arrive Time square at around 1 pm i think....and the tickets we got are at 4.30pm and 7.20pm. A lot of spare time to waste before our movies, so we walked to pavillion as i would want to eat Japanese food ( lately i am into jap food again..and i dunno why)..we entered this restaurant called Ichiban boshi and to my surprised...the food are awesome and cheap too!!!!

we had this sushi....

try guess wat's in it? initially when we first tasted it, we tot it contained small prawn and very amazed with their skill of pilling the small tiny prawn shell.......BUT....later, when we browsed thru the menu...it is actually...

LOBSTER la......

very yummy and its only RM 4 (freaking cheap)

and we had a few more types of sushi..which is quite common..thus no pictures...lalala~

and being a hungry freak....i ordered this!

beef sukiyaki!!!! looks delicious right? believed me..it taste very very good as well.....

most importantly..its only RM 20 !!!! waaaaaaa i was very excited when the food was served !

they are very generous with the amount of beef !!!!! and ...its sweeetttttt....nyummy!

and this is the happy me with the yummy food

both of us shared the food ( of course i ate more) and were very very full..till cannot walk..

then while walking...we passed by this famous bubble tea shop called ChaTime

roasted milk tea with coffee jelly (drink already only remember to take pic =.=)

As i always wanted to eat the snow flakes so badly for the past few months..FINALLY....i can taste it again..we waited sooo long to get an empty table..but at least it worth it..totally ...

again me...syok sendiri with the snow flakes.....i love taro ball and the grass jelly..and the ice..and and ...everything!

after all these food..we walked back to time square for our movies... =)

SOOOO basically who is the good friend who I went out with?

before we leave..we took a pic of us together. ( camwhoring)

we tried out soooo many times..but since i am very bad when it comes with 2 ppl camwhoring...

its either

my face is half....

or he is not smilling..

and finally

a perfect pic of the day...=)

fuuh!

hahhaa ...as we were walking towards the lrt station..we spotted this wedding car

waaa..wat an interesting car plate..

it's so much like....wtf..i dun wanna get married!

oops..sorry owner...i do wish u have a blissful and happy wedding tho!

i reallie had a lot of fun that day..thank you jason...for the nice outing...it is reallie good to know you in utp since foundation and still remains as good friend till now =)

i cannot express how thankful i am to have you as my good friend =)

i am very tempted to write how we first met and wat we did in utp..but if i do so..it will be super long and lengthy and naggy....

but in short...

i am very blessed to know u..

lalal i know u reading it..dun be too happy...not gonna write more..o else u cant work :P blek

p/s: sorry for the blurred pic.....since all of them are taken from my 3.2 megapix camera..:P

today he said...

2011-06-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

today....i met my fyp sv...

looking at me.....he said, why is your hair getting so grey already?

=.='''

in my heart, i was thinking... "fyp sir"

random

2011-06-19T03:02:00.003+08:00

ahh will be back to utp later....nervousnya..cause soo many things awaiting for me... =(

list of things to be done (simply scrabble...)

1. mop the floor

2. clean the room and change bed sheet

3. unpack my stuff!!

4. clear my RE notes and pass to junior

5. throw rubbish.....

6.wash water tumbler!!!

7.OM assignment

8. meeting with FYP SV

9. FYP FYP FYP progress.........how to muntah? did nothing

10. study OM

11. buy OM textbook

12. study drilling

13.sleep sleep sleep..

wa.a......so banyak things to do :( reallie don't look forward pun...

pray hard my room doesnt get toooo dusty..i am only away for 2 weeks nya...

p/s : still missing u....but as long as u are okie there..i am happy..trying hard not to get so emo easily

pps: had a great outing just now..will update bout it once i reached utp..hopefully if i have time..but cant wait to post the pictures :D thank you..for the great accompaniment :D

bye bye curls!

2011-06-17T21:58:00.004+08:00

finally, with much bravery, i went to the salon and 'chop' my hair off...

i don't reallie love my curls to begin with, so with the hope that i am able to get rid of them, actually bring excitement to me...

but to my despair, there is still curls @.@ urghhh i can't wait for them to disappear....how how?

~after the hair cut~

i love this hair...but it will only be so neat if i din move at all....or i blow it with hair dryer ...

impossible for me to blow my hair everyday right? i don't even own one hair dryer...

a suggestion of gift for me? :P

hahahahhahaha

bye bye curls!!!!! abracadabra! disappear u curls!

random

2011-06-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

suddenly, i feel very lonely.....

wondering if i really can endure all these things...

can i? i really hope i can. keeping my finger crossed

God, please give me strength to overcome these.

hmmmm how i wish i have this to cheer me up? wakakka

♥ love is in the air ♥

2011-06-16T02:39:00.007+08:00

hi peeps!! i am back from bandung!!! i reallie enjoyed myself there...
thank you Sanggar Kirana..
i am indeed very fortunate to have you guys as my family in utp ...muaxx muaxxxxxx..

will update bout my bandung trip once i got all the pictures..winks!!!!

neway eventho i am back..but i am still not in utp...lepak at home first......

initially my plan is to berkulat at home...lie down..talk to ah ma..play with my cousin..sleep...eat..disturb my mummy and brother....etc etc

BUT LER....

since my pi will be going to his first offshore at sabah tomoro...we had a last min unplanned 'date' at Ampang..whee!!!
despite ur busy and hectic work, you still willing to meet me at the 'faraway land-Ampang' :P
and sayang u

so off we went to secret recipe to have dinner right after his work

my cool cool yet loving pi...

me with my dinner :P

haha..we also had exchange gift session..
no pic of the gift i gave to him :P lalala
i am very very relief when he said he likes them...fuuuh i reallie had a very hard time choosing gift for him (wat to do..no sense of fashion... and i am not good in choosing gift for guys zzz)
luckily..i got help from amad.... thank you thank you amad!!!

and this is the surprise he gave me

hmmm kenapa schlumberger de nya..i pun tak taooo

jeng jeng jeng!! chocolates from labuan!!! wheeee
it has been a long long time since i have consumed choc..

4 types lagi...confirm...i will have diabetes.. :P

i reallie enjoy myself today..even tho it's like 2 hours 'date'..
hahha..i reallie miss him a lot...and will still continue to miss him :P
but ler....the only thing that he reminded me ..and consistently reminded me....before he went back home is.....
"faster go back utp ahh...ur fyp..must faster complete..u play enough liauuu..." wooo
:( so not romantic de nya...

nevertheless this is the pi that i always adore...

me and him...with his sleepy eyes after work...

you always pi

results!?

2011-06-09T03:12:00.002+08:00

Result is finally released!

normally i would be reallie tense up a few weeks before the released of the result....surprisingly.. for this semester...since i need to wait the result for like maybe 1 month instead of 2-3 months...i practically have no feel......at all.....

no feel at all.....wait...haven complete the sentence yet...

UNTIL.....the very last moment ..whereby the clock strikes 2 pm....

tick tock tick tock...

wooor...immediately after my gamelan practice..i rushed back room and try to open student prism..urghh..i should have expected it..server down..typical utp..zzzz

at 3 pm...
har? still down...zzz...no choice...need to go back practice lur...vruum off i went.... to practice

at 4.50 pm....
i heard my junior said to my leader..nak check result la..blh kasi 5 min rest tak?
perked up...i said...eh blh check ke? mana..nak ikuuuttt~~~~

and off i went to exam unit...
THE office which is usually deserted...at tat moment......reallie looks like....gambling dent...packed with ppl...waiting for their hard copy result to be printed out...

the scenario reminded me of Toto..where ppl waited for their 'lucky number' to be called out..

after scribbling my name and ID...i waited and waited...

zzz.....

the announcer said...

100 XXX

120XXX

zzz...still not my turn ahhh...

finally (after a very long long long long of waiting).....

9982

waaa........beep booop beeep booop.....tats the sound of my heartbeat...

i took the paper..went at the back of the office....had a peep at my result.....
i become like this.....@.@

wat a very chi kek moment......this is indeed my most memorable experience in taking results.......

nevertheless.....Thank God...for guiding me last semester =)

p/s: flying off to bandung in few hours time....nervousnya....wish me luck!

because i am bored....

2011-05-24T17:11:00.003+08:00

the title has said it all....

i am bored.......after my first day of classes for this semester including first quiz...
thus....i camwhore...

let us begin with the most basic camwhore style~

# number 0!

# number 1!

# number 2!

of course...got failure de...

act pouting with eyes close.. zzzz

in conclusion...

i. am. bored.

dreams

2011-05-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

dreams...a must thing for everyone....she has a dream...he has a dream....the person besides u have a dream...the person in front of u have a dream..you have a dream..and of course....I have a dream...

dream...should it always be a dream or should it be accomplished? if it is to be accomplished..what will you do after it is accomplished? i have many dreams....some seems to be impossible...yet...there are some which seems to be reachable...

i have a dream...a dream to pursue my study....i have a dream..a dream to have a decent work..i have a dream...just to stay close by u....

the dreams seem so simple..yet so hard to achieve....to pursue study..i must think bout the financial problem...but i reallie do have the interest to continue study..and study ...and study...to have a decent work..i have to make sure i am able to sell of myself well....and pray the companies all love me .....to stay close by u..ahhh..i need to make sure i have a job in kl or study in kl..haha! or just be in kl...

it seems like the third dream is the easiest..wakaka
but dilemma...should i accomplish dream number 1..or dream number 2....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

random random

2011-05-10T20:38:00.002+08:00

every time when i miss you..my heart still go 'doki doki'....
really wanna meet u o~~

missing u very very much

outing outing!!!! :D

2011-05-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

hehehe.........2nd post of the day!!!!
why??
cause i am free!!
free from wat??
FREE from exams!!!!

like i complained and rambled previously....i had undergo a HELLISH week...
but thanks to mummy, pi sayang, amy dear......and my coursemates...i am able to undergo it...hehe...so sorry that i showed all of u the 'o-gui' side of me...hehehehehe

now i know..study for more than 11 hours per day..is definitely not fun at all...why?
cause..the first thing u do when u wake up...after washing up urself..is not having a hearty breakfast..but study..no lunch but study.....have dinner of course (if not, i can be goddess d) and then study....lastly..sleep...this is the routine i had for 1 week..of course..i did some you-tubing and chatting la =D

so right after my last paper..which is EIS aka Eat Intermediate Sleep subject (quote from Barney) i rushed back to KL...just to enjoy the homey homey feeling :D

the next day....which is today, i went out with mum, bro, ah ma, aunt, and cousin...shopping of course..
ahhh what a breather...finally i am able to be in civilization....the AIR....so refreshing :P

while shopping for bro's stuff, i saw....elephanny and froggie..and that elephanny reminds me of the baby pampers...
since they are sooo cute..i beg my bro to take this pic =) wakkakaka

introducing...froggy the green and elephanny the blue...kawaiiii kan :P

then then.....i saw super huge 'monpi' with a bigggggg pudding on his head..waaaaaaa again..i beg my bro to take this pic........ hihihihi......

after shop for nearly half a day in KLCC and Subang Parade for bro's stuff...finally...my aunt said..its time for GIRLS to shop! wheee which means...it's my TIME!!!! :P

so we went to Damansara and enjoy all the 'shopping'

test and test many many dresses and clothes..but i forgotten to take pictures of them......

and thanks to my lovely aunt......she actually bought for me 2 dresses =) and i love them very very much

my favourite dress of the day........ :P

another one..i have been aiming such dress for such a long time d..finally i owned it...

cant express how excited and happy i was when my aunt say..'buy la! i give them as a present for u"

this is another dress that i tried out....but din buy it since i dun think i dare to wear it outside :P

lastly, i bought myself a hair band...a love at first sight..simple but i love it =)

hihi after all the shopping..i had this for my dinner.....kueh chap..
waaa it has been a long long time since i eat this...nyummmmy!!!!

once again..i reallie enjoy today's outing very much....feeling soooo relax ....
fuuhhh life is so GREAT right now =)

HaPPy MoTheR's DaY

2011-05-08T21:43:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!

yesh! finally i am able to celebrate this wonderful and meaningful day with my family =)

Dear Mum,

indeed i am very blessed to have such a loving family =) thank you very very much mum, for supporting me.....guiding me to the correct path, and most importantly...loving me ! =)

i am reallie very touched that you willing to sacrifice ur sleeping time just to listen to me expressed my stress-ness during the exam week =)

To me...you are indeed the GREATEST MUM!!!!!!

I LOVE U VERY MUCH!!!!

So, right after my EIS paper...i rushed back to KL just to celebrate THE day with my beloved family......

THE cake for the 3 fantastic mums in the family ....

of course...the main lead of the celebration would be my grandma.....

ah ma...thank you for loving and care for me....thank you for cooking delicious food for me...whenever i come back to KL =) muackxxxx u !!!!!

the Chang sisters with ah ma =)

the Lee Family

the Lim Family

it is the best day indeed =)

something worth remembering ...

2011-04-30T23:08:00.002+08:00

yup yup...this is my final timetable...very WORTH remembering kan.....
so far this is my best timetable i ever get throughout my 4.5 years of study in utp..hmm even foundation timetable couldn't beat this ! wakakakkaka....

and how great it is? with tonnes of tests on my last week of lectures..i am only left with the pathetic 5 days to study all these 3 subjects..boohhhhhhh not 2 say..there are 2 major subjects and one memorizing subject..urghhh

but...neway...
THANK YOU UTP EXAM UNIT
for giving me such a wonderful memory before i leave utp...

:D grinnnnnnnnnnnn

To the you....

2011-03-27T19:01:00.006+08:00

I am sorry...that lately...i am being like this :

complaining that you do not love me much..complaining you have not been by my side...complaining that you are unwilling to help me....complaining that you have spend more time on other things than to me....complaining this and that....

but .....to build a long lasting relationship...is bout WE and US...

deep down, i know that you love me more than i realised.....i know that you are always here for me...i know that you are so much willing to help me...and i know that you always wanted to spend more time with me ....in fact more than anything else...but i always pushed you away and then get angry for it...

and when a person gets angry....it will be like this :

so to solve this problem...i shall attend the anger management class (kidding)..
of course..i shall learn to control my temper......will try.......my very best....i reallie hope i could do this..
ughh someone just need to remind me not to get angry everytime i want to get angry....
any remedy for it ? wooooo...@.@

To the you...
thank you for bearing all my unreasonable and kiddy acts :D
despite all this commotions, i am still able to hear 'i love you' from you..
it reallie touched me :D

emooo

2011-03-25T22:20:00.001+08:00

either like the pic above...OR

i'd rather be offline, instead of being online and you're not talking to me

emoing =.=

so what did i do during my mid sem break?

2011-03-13T13:08:00.002+08:00

today marks the end of my FOUR days mid sem break..urghh... so wat did i do??

i am in deeep sheeeet :P

My Hair Styles in UTP :P

2011-03-05T14:14:00.009+08:00

Achtung ! This is a very super syok sendiri post whereby there will be many many of my camwhore pics =D

Basically, being nearly 5 years in UTP, i have changed A FEW types of hair styles..yeah..actually there is not a much varieties of it..
but still...got la a bit of changes here and there...

so....now we start with

Foundation Hair Style :

I had a rebonding straight hair..I remembered clearly how I persuaded my mum to allow me to straightened my hair during form 5 =D and i never regret doing it! My hair was so much straighter and easier to handle!

then....after that, if not mistaken i think during first year first .....i decided to cut short my long long hair ....

First Year First Sem Hair Style :

this was when the 'Rihanna hair style" was kinda in-trend ..so i had a try on it....

WHO KNOWS......after a few weeks, i decided to cut my fringe in Ipoh Parade and that's when disaster came... due to some mis-communication with the hair stylist....my hair become like this!

totally boy cut...zzzzz among all the hairstyles i have..i hated this the most...
well too small to see?

this will be a clearer look of my hair style after a few months later....

finally after a year...i cannot bear with my short and bombarded hair...so i decided to straightened my hair again....this will be during.... my Second Year kua..

Second Year Hair Style :

and this will be Second Year or Third Year Hairstyle : ( cant remember )

the Jelly Fish Head..
urghh don't ask me why i cut that hair ...but during that time, i was very satisfied ( well who wont...right after tat boy cut hair..i think most of the long hair styles are acceptable)

Last but not least, my Third Year Second - Final Year Second Semester Hairstyle:

thick long and kinda straight hair...omg..i love this hair style the most =D

but as u all see...all of my hair styles are in the category of straight hair...and i get kinda sick of seeing the straight hair...well after nearly 5 years...and including my primary and secondary time..which will be like after 23 years.... of course you will be bored with your same o' hairstyle de mar...

so i decided to curl my hair....

still got time to ber syok sendiri

the whole process took me around 5 hours...very very long and I actually fall asleep a few times..hihi

and after the 5 hours of long process...

this is my outcome...

tadaaa!!!!

no more straight hair!!!!

and quote from amy, I am a person who cannot accept drastic changes...k..i admit..i did..use comb and comb it...to make it straighter back....and the next day..my hair become like this

less curls....

and after a few more days..my curls become straighther...
kinda worried cause i spend RM 180 on it..so once again, i visited the hair saloon..

thank god the hair stylist is very very good..she washed my hair..and teach me how to curl it back..and cut my fringe...

and now...my hair style to class is always like this..

Tadaaa...

stupid baby face..

hahahahahaha......

Tats all..of my hair styles throughout 5 years in UTP...still if u asked me..

I prefer my straight hair..which is during my Third Year to Final Year hair cause it is so much easier to handle.. =D

2011-03-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

my best friend for this semester...

@-@

2011-02-10T04:57:00.001+08:00

5 am...and still rushing to finish the assignment =.=

lesson of the day : never underestimate PO assignment....takes time to do :P

2011-01-29T01:14:00.000+08:00

if and only if someone understand how i feel right now...

feeling so much hurt

Brain error

2011-01-28T02:22:00.002+08:00

took me such a long time to figure this out...it's either i am too used to complicated maths OR my brain sudah kulat... hahah...i prefer the first reason tho :P

p/s : totally in new year mood =D wakakkakak cant wait to go to butterworth!!!!! wheee!!!!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!
GONG XI FA CHAIII!

EVERY YEAR GOT FISH O~~

The picture says it all~

2011-01-26T23:41:00.001+08:00

my first crazy pic in Jan 2011

brand new semester! Jan 2011

2011-01-25T22:09:00.005+08:00

Brand new semester!!!!

Well, it has been a universal truth that all of us are kinda force to extend our semester due to the accredition matters. So here I am..being a final year SECOND semester student and not a final year FINAL semester student. But oh well, honestly, I am grateful and thankful that I got this extra 3 months..why? why? cause..I will have more time for myself!! A one sem subjects are splited into 2 sems....hhaha finally the chemi's will get their life...and since mr petronas daddy is sponsoring me...so it's not a big prob at all haha!

However, ppl like me, are always very itchy hand one....so, instead of the original 3 subjects, I go add extra sub...which is reservoir engineering.....still thinking if I should add petroleum exploration this semester........since originally I should be taking 5 sub instead of 3....and now I only have 4 subjects..but I do want to enjoy my uni life ...hmm dilemma..

Hahha cant blame me. The lecturers teaching both reservoir engineering and petroleum exploration subjects are very very good. At least for now. Haha ! In fact, I actually enjoy my 3 hours of class with each of them. ( huge achievement since I always sleep in class) . Seriously, I am now wondering why process plant engineering major cant have such interesting lecturers? then I am able to digest every single words they say easily...sigh...

And now..its only day 2 yet I have a tiny meeeaniiiie assignment for reservoir engineering .. but I enjoy it.. truly no regret register this at all.. ( well I do hope I have the determination in continuing loving this sub ) haha!!

till then!

* heartz this second hand book..first book of the sem..RM 50 ....*

it means something to me..

2011-01-18T16:47:00.005+08:00

this means something to me,

even if it's a copy and paste thing,
this crafts a smile on my face,
because its from him.

even though we are far apart,
at least we both know,
we are there for each other.

sayang u~

My First Online Shopping =D @ mate

2011-01-14T01:56:00.006+08:00

My first online shopping =D
really proud of myself! * beamed*

I was randomly blog hopping and that's when I saw this interesting blog : click here!!

mate...Basically, they are selling shoe accessories...
Every piece of the product are made and crafted by hand and I would say i love most of them! There are tonnes of choices and all of them are really very very lovely =)
I actually spend a few hours browsing their website hehe...oops..

and after much considerations and hesitation... i finally order this

hehe...bf said he loves this the most

thus, i contacted the person in charge and surprisingly, they were very efficient.....
i actually received their reply, a few mins after i wrote them an email..
Aside from that, I am also very pleased with their attitude.
As I did not have a credit card , i need to bank in the money..
as usual, being a lazy girl, i actually hated the idea of going to bank just to transfer the money,
finally after one week, i decided to bank in the money.
so, why am i very pleased with them?
because...they do not rush me to pay for it neither did they cancel my order! aren't they lovely? yes they are!

and using pos laju service, i received the stuff 2 days later =D heh..fast isnt it ?

tadaa!!!!

i was quite nervous to open it because it is well known that online stuff cannot be trusted. My stuff worth RM 27 (including RM 5 postage money) . I really worried that I would burn my RM 27 for useless junk.. but to my relief....it's good! =D

without flash

with flash

and to my surprised, they actually give me back RM 3 as I paid RM 30 to them initially. Super honest! another reason why i like them =D

now, my task is to find a shoe to suit this anklet! =D

thank you mate for giving me such a nice online shopping experience! =D

last day of 2010 ~

2010-12-31T00:39:00.005+08:00

hip hip hurray!!!!
today is the last day of 2010!

2010, definitely a great year for me to remember.......
good things as well as bad things...
but if i were to name them one by one..i dun think one post will be enough. =)
[ this is just an excuse, basically i can only remember 1-2 reallie good things and 1-2 bad things... hahaha]

good things?
1. intern in basf and meet really cool people there ( not to say.. i get to travel a lot ..)
2. meet someone i like
3. had a smooth year =D

bad things?
1. lost 2 friends
2. broken friendships

haha..i can only remember these nya lo....
hmmm wat a bad memory i had =S

hehe...
every year, i will be sitting in front of the television, watching those 'count down program' together with family and when the clock strike 12 midnight, i will be screaming 'happy new year' to all of them... yup it may sound boring to you..but compare to now, i think it will be worst..
why?

# hint 1

cause i am in here!! uni...

for wat?

to be in lab....( hopefully i have progress )

and i really really wish that,
i am able to spend my last day of 2010 with my family....

my very loving mummy...who always give us children as her first priority

and also my cute and adorable brother

but oh well...since i already in uni...so must as well..stay happy kan?

shall put on a smile whenever i walk to the lab.. :P

and patiently wait till he comes back! =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
MAY ALL OF US HAVE A BLESSED YEAR AHEAD!!!!
=D

F.E.A.R

2010-12-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

i have fear in me, whenever my hp msg rang,
i have fear with me, whenever my gtalk msg rang,
i have fear in me, whenever i saw new email in my inbox...
i have lotsa fear in me, that i wanna explode already...

i am just an ordinary girl, who is hardworking that lead to the above average results..
i am not smart but i admit, i am hardworking
pushing me doing stuff that i cant do, and have a high expectations based on my results is making me really stressful
i admit i always disappoint you but can you please stop pushing me? can you let me break my outer shell first? the pushiness makes me very scared to even make the first step...its torturing..

its torturing when i do not know what i should do
its torturing when u give works that i don't even know what is it
its torturing when i can't even see the future of it

i want back the excitement that i first have when i started it
i want back my motivation
i want back the things that i lost because of it
most importantly
i want back myself

if its possible, i wish i can turn back the time and undo all these stuff

where are you cally?

From him to me

2010-12-08T02:22:00.000+08:00

Lagu Teman - The Lion Story Ft Zahidah

Pertama kali kita berjumpa,
Tidak kepastiannya ternyata,
Diriku dipenuhi soalan,
Ku tiada teman..
Aku terlihat insan yang keliru,
Air yang deras mencermin wajahku,
Engkau menjelma memberi harapan,
Menghulur tangan…

Sempena hari mulia Ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Detik masa kini kedengaran,
Aku mengucap selamat jalan,
Kepada teman yang sering menghibur dengan gurauan…

Bagaikan anak yang baru dilahir,
Titisan mata pun mulam mengalir,
Di simpang jalan kita menyebut kata terakhir…
Whoaaa.....hoaaaa...

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan…

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa
Di hatiku…..

Sempena hari mulia ini,
Aku tersenyum lalu mengimbasi kembali,
Semua yang kerap kita mengadukan,
Kini jadi bahan rindu yang ku simpan….

Ku hargai semua yang terjadi,
Memang nyata dirimu takkan ada pengganti,
Semoga kita dapat bertemu semula,
Kerana aku yakin engkau akan sentiasa,
Di hatiku………

=/

2010-11-14T02:29:00.003+08:00

" kita dah ada sikit masa...kenapa masih mau cari alasan to gaduh? why dun make use of time baik-baik "

he knocked some senses into my head....
sad not because i'm hurt...
but cause i am in wrong
sobx

=D back again once more

2010-11-06T17:38:00.005+08:00

yeay!! a nice rest back home =D

i went back on thursday afternoon and here i am..in utp..on saturday afternoon..@~@

i took a train back ...thanks to hooi yee for fetching me back from station..hehe =D

and yeah..the reason i bring such a big bag...is BECAUSE...

i wanna restock my food supply for study week..hehhe

before :

after:

yup...i am pretty sure....it will be empty again...in less than 1 month.. ;P

hua hua hua....

now my battery is fully recharge! i am energized once more..

ready to fight in the battle now!!!

=D

pre-sms with my external @~@

2010-10-31T10:47:00.002+08:00

a pre-sms with my external lecturer :

cally : Good morning dr X. Sorry for disturbing your Sunday.I am cally, the student who will undergo the oral presentation tomoro at 9 am. I just received the schedule on Friday 5pm. However, I have test at 8-10 am. I would like to ask , if i can change the time of presentation instead of nine to maby 10.30 am after the last student mr y. Really sorry for the inconvenience caused.

dr X : tell the coordinator

cally : ok dr. i will sent an email to her. But you are free after then thirty right? thanks lot! have a nice weekend.

dr X : i am not free

cally : ok. thank you sir

dr X : i dun like to be disturbed on sunday

cally : sorry sir for disturbing you. really really sorry.

@~@ sigh...looks like i must be more careful for my tomoro's presentation d =(

messy messy table :P

2010-10-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

This is how my table look like right now...

very very very very very very very infiniti messy......i still got tonnes of paper...at the side of the table, on the floor, on my bed...
all in all..

room = papers storage = messy

i wonder when will all this work loads end... hmmmmmmmm

eventho i felt tat i myself are very very busy, but i blv there are still other ppl in utp who are more more busy than me..

so if they can do it.. I CAN DO IT TOO!

will try my best =D

upcoming schedule:

Monday

1. FYDP interim report
2. FYP interim report (hope i can really postpone this)
3.FYP oral presentation (i..dun have any progress..ahahha...working on it..pray hard i get inspiration)
4. PUS test

hahaha.....

GO GO CHEMI!! =D

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2010-10-30T03:24:00.003+08:00

Lately, i had been so stressful that i think i lose myself. @~@
Final year first sem is not as relax as i heard.
NO..hell no...
With FYP, FYDP, PUS, HI , MS and PCS...
its hell...wat a hellish combination

however, i am perfectly fine right now..thanks to mum's support, bf's support and most importantly...FRIENDS support....

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

I am considered one of the lucky girl who has a bunch of retards around me...who always cheer me up and always be by my side whenever i needed them...

I always have shoulder borrowed by them whenever i cried

most of them knows that i was pretty sad due to my fydp interim presentation...

and guess what..

xiang qing gave me this when she met me yesterday

tadaaaa a surprise for me!
i am reallie happy when she said its for me! it has been a very long long time since i received one..=D

open it..heh ..got an apple!!! apple note pad!!!!
pity it's not apple mac book.. ;p

decided to play a few modes available in my camera.. :P

#Normal pic mode

-apple and a pen...i reallie love it ! =D-

-an apple a day keep a doctor away..but for my case...an apple a day..keep my stress away!-

#Film Grain mode

#Pin hole mode

and i only know that pin hole is actually lomo application..@~@ din realize until amy told me..hehehe

*my fav*

and i guess..i am now in the mood again..to work my ass off!!!! =D

i have gain back my motivation that i had lost a few days ago...

SAY NO TO STRESS!!!!

Cally is once more a happy girl!
>.<

2010-10-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

i hate my current self...

getting very emotional lately..crying for dunno how many times....

how i wish if i am really strong mentally =(

random

2010-10-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

i seriously, wanna cry hard today...to release all the stress i have accumulate...

honestly, i am lost .......
super depressed.

My Antidote

2010-09-26T00:48:00.002+08:00

yup..this is wat i reallie need...for now.. =) being away from fyp, fydp, studies and laptop

despite having :
1) PUS test on monday
2) Seminar on monday
3) PCS presentation on wednesday
4) HI test on thursday
5) Malaysia Studies ( next week)

i need my life back =) and i am getting it back right NOW ! =) hehehe

weird life style...

2010-09-24T06:26:00.003+08:00

i have to admit, i do have a weird lifestyle now..hmmm

this is my 'daily schedule' :

morning-evening : attend class/lab/meeting with sv and yada yada

5 pm : tapao and had dinner in the room + watch movie

6 pm : feel reallie sleepy... randomly surfing net + chatting

7 pm-9pm : nyte nyte..off to zzz world

9pm : start working + surfing net + playing + talking + chatting

2 am : reallie do work

6 am : sleeping time...

@~@ ..

now is already 6.30 am and i am pretty awake...hmmm and worst i have class at 9 am today....trying my very best not to sleep ... haha..

so total of sleep will be : 2 hours

hmmm....i wonder how long will i last..huhu

when 1 is not enough

2010-09-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

when 1 is not enough...

he took another 1 from chemical course...

rest in peace farhan...

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat and
my condolences to Farhan's family and Munirah

Seriously, I never expected that at the age of 22, instead of getting used of receiving wedding invitation, I am now..here...starting to get use of getting funeral invitations

Sometimes it makes me wonder, why are we here...without knowing what will happen to us...

but again. what can we do...this is all beyond our control..we can only live our life to the fullest...

God, please don't take away my friends anymore...2 is enough...2 great guy is enough...

Now, I can seriously hope that aft this ...more wedding invitation will come....

@~@

rantings..

2010-09-17T17:17:00.002+08:00

Mid sem break finally marks to an end. well..not exactly the end...but..for me it is...
it has been only 3 days since i come back to uni and this is how my table looks like:

...zzz sigh...
this semester is indeed the 'most reading year' for me....

just for one FYP..i have 9 books to read and a lot of journals to refer...
please dun remind me how am i going to carry all these books to the library @~@

SIGH...when will only my workload decrease?

@~@

quote from my fyp sv: lit review is boring..dun worry..ur happy time will come soon

i wonder..how soon will it be...

random =D

2010-09-09T20:37:00.003+08:00

I think..it's time for me to update my blog..will update once i get all my pictures from mr. v

=)

Selamat Hari Raya Kekawan~

p/s : tomoro will be a day full of happiness..anticipating it =D

Leaving on the jet plane

2010-07-17T07:29:00.003+08:00

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door (hmm...should be boarding gate)
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn (haha..is my kind hearted landlady)
Already I'm so lonesome I could die (no pun..i got 2 cute juniors with me)

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane (erm...MAS ...MAS)
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

I'm ...

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I'll tell you now, they don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh, let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times that I won't have to say ...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

And I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh, babe, I hate to go

leaving Germany and heading towards real home..Malaysia

Auf Wiedersehen Deutschland !!!!

I LOVE GERMANY

geesh!!!!!!!!!!

2010-07-14T00:18:00.001+08:00

okay..i am in the airport........for 48 hours..cause the smart o me...missed my flight...wat a day

today..is the day...

2010-07-09T03:38:00.004+08:00

Today marks the date of the end of my internship in BASF SE, Ludwigshafen

my wonderful supervisor and lab technicians of GKE

me heartz BASF!

-more pic yet to be disclosed-

Auf Wiedersehen BASF, Ola Portugal

( i rather stay in BASF tho..sobz)

Printing and Hardbound Service for Internship Final Report

2010-07-05T14:44:00.004+08:00

now..it is towards the end of the internship trainning and i guess most of us has completed like 90-99% of the report...and as we all know..we need to hardbound it etc etc...and these are the informations that i got.. just to share in case some of us does not have any idea about it:

1st Option : Sobrono Bersekutu

The details are as follows:
-Printing (both black and color printing with double A papers) RM 0.15 per page
-Hardbound RM 25.00 per booklet.

You need only to submit the soft copy of your report to either one of our e-mails.
For printing and hardbound processes, we will take care of it.

All reports can be submitted using .doc or .docx file only.

We are already aware that the report should include the signature of your plant supervisor.
If you agree to use our services, you can just scan it and submit to us through the e-mail together with the softcopy of your report.

However, you also can submit your documents via post to the address below and the documents need to arrive
before or by 21st July 2010 (Wednesday):

No. 11, Jalan Maju Aman 2, Taman Maju,
Bandar Seri Iskandar,
31750 Tronoh,
Perak.

You also need to prepare the cover page and spine cover (please refer to the internship guideline) and e-mail to us together with your report.

Attached with this e-mail is the cover page and spine cover format.
Please modify it appropriately.
We won't responsible if it's any wrong information written on both covers.

Here are the important dates that you need to know:

-For printing and hardbound - Due date is on 20th July 2010 (Tuesday).
-For hardbound only (via post) - Due date is on 21st July 2010 (Wednesday).

You will get your hardbounded report on 25th July 2010 (Sunday) at v5 cafe at 10 pm.

Regarding the payment method, you need to transfer the money into this CIMB account details before or by 21st July 2010 (Wednesday):

Account No.: 08090068320521
Name: Ahmad Sobri bin Hashim

You also need to submit to us the payment prove to our e-mail.
Please spread this offer to your internship friends.
For further information, please contact us:

Ahmad Sobri bin Hashim 0124041829 sobster.sobri@gmail.com
Syazwan Haji Noordin 0195693598 syaznoor@gmail.com

2nd Option: S^M Printcentre

Here, we would like to OPEN for booking for those who would like to make their report hardbound on our next trip which is on 8th June 2010.

Below are the details for booking purpose;

PIC:
Asyran - 019 523 7815, Alizul - 013 508 0016 & Fadilah - 019 513 3468

Details to be include during booking:
name, phone no., email, no. of copy, course

Report submitted due:
Before mid-nite of 7th June 2010

Reminder: Do also download "sample spine cover" from our blog; http://sm-printcentre.blogspot.com & submit together with your reports.

More info?
Contact us at
Asyran - 019 523 7815
Fadilah - 019 513 3468
Haidzir - 013 501 2732

or email us at: selamatmembeli@gmail.com

=) hope these informations are helpful!!!!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF US IN COMPLETING THE REPORT
&
ENJOY TO THE LAST BIT OF OUR FINAL WEEK =)

*gosh..emo emo....i love the ppl in basf....hate the farewell..hate to bid good bye...

i know its impossible to pray that the day whereby i will say my last guten morgen and my last tchuss too them will never come..therefore i just pray that it will come a bit slower.....slower than usual..*

He Said

2010-07-02T14:39:00.003+08:00

He said

Cally, when are you going back?

looking at him...i said..

on the 8th

and again he said

end of the month?

shaking my head, i said

no...next week, on the 8th

face changed..him wearing a gloomy mask said

reallie? next week? you have been here for half a year right?

me replying sadly,
yeah

a short conversation with my lab tech early in the morning...my oh my...now i feeling very very emo......how i wished time flies a bit slower..but i do wanna see my family too..

sigh

this is what i called...
MIXED FEELING

geramnya!!!!!!

Contradicting...

2010-06-30T15:07:00.003+08:00

This is what i called Contradicting

in the SAME guideline....THREE different statements were found :

a) Logbook and Final Report is submitted to Industrial Internship Unit (for ofiicial stamping) and UTP Supervisor (for evaluation) by returning intern in 1st week of new semester

7.3 Post-Internship (page 4)

b)It is compulsory for students to prepare and submit the Final Report. It must be submitted to SIIU within 2 weeks after the official industrial internship date ends.

11.4 Final Report (page 11)

c) Students must submit one (1) hard cover copy & one (1) CD of the Final Report to UTP Supervisor within two (2) weeks of the new semester.

11.4.2 Report Format (page 12)

sigh..shake head...this is our so-called guidelines....

so which one to follow? FEAR NOT...this is the correct version :

announcement from Elearning..
-submit on 26 July..first day of the sem start-

and u know..the ironic part is that, none of the 3 statements are accurate...

with love from germany

2010-06-28T05:08:00.008+08:00

was arranging my postcards...and suddenly i spotted this :

ahh memory flooded in once i saw this postcard

-have gotten this from an uncle i met in Munich...and kindly he brought me around Munich City Center -

flip it behind...a msg from him
(tho i only know him for..like 1 hour plus..he took out a postcard from his bag and wrote this on the spot for me as a departing gift)

with ♥ from germany?

hahahah :P

Cherry is Love

2010-06-25T23:32:00.002+08:00

~Cherry is Love~

my landlord and landlady gave me and my housemates this one big bowl of cherries that they planted themselves..
just look at the dark bloody red cherries...really makes me drools and wanted to try them eventho i never eat them in malaysia (those in drinks or cakes)

*right aft work..haha..without putting down the bag..i straight away have one...just couldn't resist the temptation*

and ...once you have one...you wanted more....

now i feel like buying additional 1 kg of cherries from them...its very sweet....and yummy..drools...

p/s : since they have a lot..they decided to sell them at real cheap price..one kg for 2.50 euro..where can you get a better bargain? hehe

Addiction...

2010-06-25T04:22:00.004+08:00

lately..i am addicted...yeah....ADDICTED is the correct word..

i am addicted to these..

what's this?

big wrap of?

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joghurt-sahne-torte (kiwi yogurt cream cake)

dunno the names of it..but i love the cheese cake the most...it is superb..and the swiss roll...it melts into ur mouth....and the cream is just so delicious...you wont feel sick (jelat) after eating those cream....

yea....cakes..cakes are my current addiction

i am addicted to cakes....no matter where i go..whenever i passed by the bakery..my eyes will definitely scan at those wonderful cakes..and makes me drools all the way...

and blv me..they taste really good...

BUT, if i consumed everyday.....no..i am not worried bout my weight..i am more worried bout my pocket..T.T...confirm...burnt one big big hole

so cally..stop eating those cakes....huhuuuuuuu

but...its irresistible.....my oh my

Not Always Successful..

2010-06-24T04:47:00.004+08:00

after cycling..and hearing the LOUD CHEER when Germany scored one ball in the match...
i decided to make pop corn and eat while watching the television..

and...surprisingly...this is the end product :

the whole house was smokey....
i am totally speechless...sigh......
there goes my popcorn...

Cycling is love

2010-06-22T03:48:00.009+08:00

ahh...i am so into cycling lately....maybe i will be going back HoMe (malaysia i mean)..that's why i am starting to 'appreciate' the things surrounding me..hehe....

so on last Sunday (yeah..i did a lot of things during my last weekend)..after my wonderful dinner..

of honey chicken and vege..

i decided to cycle...and my aim was to reach the Frankenthal Lake
(without knowing the route..the address...just know the existence of the lake )
haha...

Pictures time!

#1. Clear blue sky - a perfect weather to cycle (around 7 pm)

#2. A small river near my house...

#3. Camwhore time
(as usual. :P)

#4. Scenary along the road....

#5. Of trees along the road....

#6. Did you spotted it? hehe..RABBITS!!!!!! wild rabbits...they are huge..

#7. Wind Turbine...

#8. Me hearts these!!! Sun Ray~

#9. Of Railroad...
(it always remind me the Pendidikan Seni question..'Sila lukis gambar yang menunjukkan ciri-ciri perspektif)

#10. Camwhoring again.. :P

#11.After one hour of cycling....and sesating all along the way...
i finally...FINALLY...found the lake..B.U.T...its close..ahhaha

#12.Sneak peak of the lake...
so huge..
i am so gonna go there next weekend..and read my book..hehe.. =)

Hehe......aim achieved! so happy....before i start my one week europe marathon again after my internship...i am so gonna make full use of my time....enjoying every single moment left=)

I will have NO REGRETS! =)

2010-06-22T03:25:00.000+08:00

My Sunday

2010-06-20T22:28:00.006+08:00

yup! i am dressed up! so..where am i heading to?
(hint : look at my book)

yup..to the garden..just outside my house...

reading my book..while enjoying the nice weather outside =)

a proof that the weather is seriously nice :

clear blue sky..
looking at the sky....while reading the book...
the feeling is indeed very different....i would say it is very relaxing..

the garden outside my house..is seriously beautiful..thanks to my landlord and landlady..for taking care of their garden everyday!

Pictures time :

this is Benny...cute dog!!

this is gypsy! the cat..LOLX

the cherry tree..
( i am waiting for them to ripe..so that i can pluck them and eat them of course)

some flowers...

initially, i wanted to sit on the swing...and read my book..but apparently there is this ladder beside the swing..so...i cant..
what a pity.....the scenery from the swing is reallie nice tho..

i can see lotus...haha and small pond from there =)

and ahh..there is this ladder on the cherry tree....wanted to climb it very much..will do so before i leave Germany..mwahahhaha...

it is indeed very relaxing..reading book outside while admiring the beauty of nature...
will do it more often now..haha..since the sun sets at 10 pm.. =)

I love my House!

Happy Father's Day

2010-06-20T17:45:00.003+08:00

have you wished your daddy yet?

I DID!

since my handphone spoiled a few days ago..i had to go to the nearest public phone =)

and i dial the number...

tuuu tuuu...tuuu tuu..

dad : hello
me : pa!!!
dad: oh , its you...how come its unregistered number? where are you?
me : hehe..i am using public phone...pa..HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
dad : ...
dad : ah thank you!!! I love you..
me : i love you too

and the conversation goes on..

despite for the 5-6 min of calling...smile craved on my face..and i believed, my dad too felt the same way..

feeling so contented... =)

of paprika, onion, and mushroom

2010-06-20T07:54:00.003+08:00

~of paprika, onion, and mushroom~

my latest creation..
hahah..

verdict :
splendid!
(so syok sendiri...haha)

angst #1

2010-06-20T05:51:00.002+08:00

NEVER IN MY LIFE....I MET SUCH AN IRRITATING GUY...

full of motives...arghh

honestly...i am so disgusted by him...

Once again...

2010-06-18T03:16:00.004+08:00

ahh..it has been more than one week since i ate rice.....
so, craving for rice terribly,
ONCE AGAIN,
i decided to cook...

Menu of the day :

#1. Fried Rice (of paprika, ikan bilis, onion, egg and ofcourse..rice)

#2. Vegetable (of some kinda vege, oyster sauce, ikan bilis, onion)

#3. Grill Chicken

ya ya....its a lot rite? no wonder i gained more than 2 kg..
huhuuu...but i enjoyed every single scope of it..=)
ahh...life is so wonderful..

p/s: i think my cooking skill kinda improved..hehe...

and after my wonderful meal..i realized..my nokia phone spoiled...
suddenly shut down (dunno when) and cant switch on..(and my watch died on me 1 month after i came to germany) ..

Now tell me, how am i supposed to wake up for work? and how am i supposed to know the time?
TIME is very important hereee
T.T
my oh my...i am sooo dead..
(and it must happen right after i had my fantastic dinner...cis..this is what we called life)

My new Lurve..

2010-06-17T04:54:00.003+08:00

Whee!! i am finally back from my 6 days vacation in UK....

and
me heartz UK very much!

why?
cause everyone speaks English
( something that i truly understand )
and
it is a Shopping Heaven!

whee!!
i shop a lot...and ya..my 'a lot' is indeed a lot!

From blouses to skirts to dresses to short pants to jackets to scarf to stoking...to bags and to watever you can think of!!!!!
most of the clothes here are in the range of 2 pound till 20 pound...
where can you get a better bargain!?

but..this is not what i wanna post tho..hehe

throughout my trip..i finally found my love...

...my true love...

yup! reading in the train...is currently my new lurve~

it is seriously fantastic..whereby I can read while enjoying the beautiful scenery outside the window....

and due to this, i bought 4 books
(twilight saga- too bad they dun have the last book..breaking dawn- and dan brown-the last symbol)

yaya..they are not of the latest books..but i always wanted to read these...

and guess what, UK has the best offer where 'buy one and get the second at 1/2 price'

haha....GOSH!!!!GOOD BARGAIN!!
I am so willing to carry these books from UK to Germany..hehe =)

I am now a HaPPy GirL~!

Marvelous snack of the day =)

2010-06-11T01:56:00.004+08:00

ahh..i went to Netto again...
just to look around..what snacks i can get for myself =)

and of course..being so Cally-ish...i spotted this cute packaging...

kawaii rite? try and guess..what is this?

Hint 1 :

got it got it? do u manage to guess it?

if not..i shall let u have a peak inside this cutie thing

5.......
4..............
3...................
2..........................
1................................

TADAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

YUP!!!! MARSHMALLOW!!!!
(of various shapes)

1.49 euro..oh well..it is good to pamper myself once a while
( a very often used phrase, other words, it's a perfectly good excuse to buy something me love)

so...quickly rushed back home...

dipping it with Nutella...

Marvelous snack of the day

Apparently, it has cute shapes too :

*diamond*

*spiral*

me heartz it...

now give me 10 reasons why i wont put on weight...hahaha :P

ahh....here i go again..=)

2010-06-10T04:19:00.002+08:00

ahh..it has been such a long time since i last used the stove to cook...

tadaaa....my nasi goreng ikan bilis..and....meat!!!

zoooom in..

#nasi goreng#

#hehe...my own marinated pork....#
(of pork, cabbage, onion, dark sos, sugar,garlic powder, pepper, sesame oil and sesame)

verdict:

appearance : pass
taste : PASS!!!

ahh..wat a wonderful dinner i had...nyummy...

* he offline already.....no longer and will never online in my gtalk list but will always remain deep inside my heart...to me., he is always online...*

of a boy waking up, brushing teeth, having breakfast and off to work

2010-06-01T13:52:00.004+08:00

was browsing thru the google (as usual) and i spotted this:

ZOOOOOMMMMMMM IN : ouuuuu kawaiii......seeing this in the early in the morning(6.42 am)....
really makes my day..haha...

time to move on..Cally..jia you! =)

2010-05-28T14:47:00.018+08:00

i was in the midst of working, at 12.05 pm suddenly the news came in..

thinking that it's a prank, i asked a few ppl around.....
and confirmed that he leaves us..leaves the retards...

No way this is happening! NO!
there is still a tiny hope...it might be a prank...
i stopped all my work and browsed thru the facebook every single min, hoping to see his reply but instead i saw more and more comment asking him to rest in peace..
NO..
this is not i wanted to read...
i just want to read one sentence saying
'Hey! Its a prank! i am still here laaa haha'
but i just couldnt find it...
I even check his gtalk status, idle...this continue to give me hope..cause it's not totally offline..means he is still here..idle only..

I still cliched on with the tiny hope till I received a sms from Ir Idris, the head of SIIU and my current UTP SV saying :

with sadness to inform our stud in internship died today. Name Jasmitt Singh. Degree Chemical Engineering. Practical in BP Petronas Acetlys Kertih passed away at BP office. 5pm

tears welled up again..it's confirmed...all my tiny hope crushed with this msg...
if it's a prank, i dun think the head of SIIU will play along too right?

3 pm..headed back home. I just couldnt work. Tears kept on flowing...

*********

babi mitt, u keep on saying I am nerd...si beh kiasu...completing my final report so early,
dunno how to enjoy my internship life..my uni life...
but why this time you so kiasu and book a place in heaven first..no one wants to compete with you la...i will make sure the first thing i see you next time is to tell you this...

there is so much things i wanna tell you...

i love ur puppy eyes...especially when you want something from me...
i love the stupid sarcastic remarks that you made..
i love the way you scold me in order to make me realized my mistakes
i love the serious and cute mitt...
you really look very adorable...especially when you were pouting
i love the way you protect and sayang me...
i love the moment we stayed up late just to complete the assignments, projects..heck..now i even love the way you reject my work and ask me to do it again..
I also love the moment you try to teach me with ur 'meaty' theory in cafe...in irc...eventho sometimes i disagree with the theory of urs and u merajuk there...haha...
i love the way you care for me...

*********

its weird, during foundation, i always thought that you are a very scary person..
haha remember when i first told u, you were there laughing like there is no tomoro..
during those time, i always admired Qing..for being so brave to talk and teased you..
haha....
for me..you are like a baddie..with the earphone of urs...scary-nya
haha...but...ever since u change your course to chemi...somehow, i dunno how....our bond gets stronger and stronger..

and from the big bad mitt become cute adorable mitt...

*look at how i drew you..you are the apple with the earphone!*

do you remember the first time i went clubbing with you? and i gt drunk? you were there for me..you hold onto my shoulder....prevented me from banging into stuff...
and even bring me to the opposite road where there is no one..for me to puke...
even tho i remembered it clearly u rolled ur eyes when i requested you to bring me to a 'no one see de place' to puke.....
tat time, i really felt that your hands are really strong...i can still feel it right now..the way you protect me that night..you even want to carry me cause i cannot cross the longkang....and i insisted to cross myself..and u patiently wait for me doing it..tho you were half cursing d.

after tat, knowing i want to eat bak kut teh so much, you bring me to the stall...holding me...and ordered wantan mee instead cause there is no more bak kut teh...and you were laughing so hard seeing the idiotic side of me singing the wantan mee song.

*my first and last clubbing session with you*

and when you heard that i broke up with aaron....you asked me to bring some notes for you..and you chat with me...accompany me that night below my block...you were waiting for me to tell you...but i din..and you din ask much.. you just want to make sure that i am okay...

you were there during my 21st birthday party...you ran so fast..after putting one big chuck of planta on my head..and i tried to catch you but fail..and i never expect that this is my last birthday party with you..

*the egg prank*

we went out so many times with the retards......
once...you even go crazy with us..when me, amy and qing suggest to you to bring us to mac d just to complete the PPD project...
it was obvious that we wanted to get out of Utp after IB presentation..
and surprisingly, you agreed..you even suggest to watch a movie...
and you said..'don't bring any laptops la...you guys wont do any work...i know wan..'
You really pampered us...you know what we want...
we went to watch a lousy movie..went to mac d...and even to the park...just to see the rumored shaking cars...but we failed to see any...sigh..we hold hands...walking like small child and you are like our daddy....

*mcD Session..i remembered clearly how much you hated UTP food*

*like daddy and kids in playground...our first and last time going to the playground*

ahh....another moment to remember...in Casfumal 2009...

*sweet moments in casfumal*

and the proton ppl was giving a boring talk and the both of us sneaked out..and took many pictures...you were willing to play along with me...u were my photographer tat night..knowing that i am such a cam whore..you still willing to help me take all those stupid stupid pictures...

*camwhoring session...suku me and you*

then aft Casfumal, you bring me around Seremban...'accompany' me shopping even tho every time you just stand outside and wait...it's hard to imagine ppl like you who are sooo sooo impatient was willing to wait for me to try the clothes etc...
we walked around jusco till both of us were so so tired

*we both hardly sleep on the last night of casfumal..haha look at our panda eyes*

you even showed to me your beautiful house......boasting that whole taman is so beautiful..and i witnessed it..it is truly a beautiful house..
you showed me where you usually online...you showed me ur room...and i was shocked seeing how tidy it was..haha...

and in irc studying...you always asked me not to sleep but study....

* and i caught u sleeping!!!! *

we even do stupid things in irc.. stupid poses ....you carrying me....
you were so strong...so fit...but why...? shake head...

*my fav picture..ahh...my first and last time piggy back by you mitt*

our retards relationship are so so strong...doing assignments together...camwhore everywhere...there are still so much pictures that we will take during final year...and now..retards is incomplete without you...why cant you just wait....

*purposely go to kfc to complete the prob and stat quiz-where in the end only you and huat do all the questions and we copied*

* our first and last caricature- we were laughing so hard when the guy drew you with teh tarik*

*our one and only complete R.E.T.A.R.D.S pic..will never have another complete one ever again *

we have another camwhore session after our pre-edx presentation ..

*lucky you ..having so many girls : 5 girls.....accompany you to class..hah*

we entered edx together.....posing here and there after the ceremony
did i tell you tat you really look very smart in formal?

u love tronoh food very much..u are sooo in love with the chinese food.....remember? at 6 am, both me and amy haven sleep..and u ajak us to go to tronoh market just to have wantan mee? u keep on praising the wantan mee...how delicious it was..how yummy it was....u always order it with a cup of milo ais GAO..must be gao....
and black pepper pork...your always menu in the pink shop....again with milo gao..haha..

ahhhh and mamak session....everyone of us wanted to go ameeth..and u are the only one tat insisted to go faruq..saying the portion is bigger...haha how much we beg u..u will never give in..haha..
*mamaking session*

there are still many moments of us togethering..and i truly enjoy every single moment when i am with you...

the last time i saw u was after the TP final paper....
you were rushing back.cause u have to settle down in kerteh
now i regret for not spending more time with you tat time...

i always tot we will meet each other after intern..guess i take things for granted...i have not seen you for 6months..and now it will be forever..i will never see your smile again

i wish i can tell again once more how much i like you and how much i admire you and how much i think tat you are truly smart and cute and adorable
you are like a real bro...bro mitt to me...a true friend....a friend whom i can rely on...a friend who will be right there whenever you need him...a friend who cares you like hell...

now, how am i supposed to give you the arsenal t shirt that you requested months ago?
u told me u want a number 4 arsenal shirt...size M.
I already book my ticket to london ...wanting to surprise you with the shirt..as your birthday present...so now how am i supposed to give u..tell me...u..tell me now..

you promised to do a montage of us.....sleeping in classes..you took so much of my sleeping pictures...but guess it will never happen rite?
right now, i cant imagine myself going thru the 2 sems without you mitt...i can't imagine that i will never have my convo with you..i miss you like crazy now...i regret for not chatting with you lately but only thru buzz and face book comment..even your birthday wishes are thru facebook....and not thru direct chatting....
my uni life will be incomplete now..you say u will make sure i enjoy my uni life gao gao ..but...

you babi mitt...leave us so early....yet i just couldn't bring myself to hate you....
now browsing thru ur facebook pictures and my own collection of ur pics will be my passed time activity....
i really afraid that all our memories....will soon be forgotten by me...you leave me too soon...

currently in lab...staring at the clear blue sky....my heart is so so pain...trying very hard to be a tough girl...but i failed...
i kept on hearing your voice...and when i closed my eyes, all the memories of you and me and retards keep on flashing before me....

your last facebook msg to me :

cis...m goin sleep nw..bye!

your last shout out in face book :

had a rockin bufday in kerteh..thanx 2 Kisminder, Yoga, Kavitha, Jeswin, Qi Hua, Laveena and rantau gang!..kerteh is nt bad after all...on Wednesday

you last gtalk shout out :

Eighty per cent of Malaysians are not “designed” for running due to a variety of conditions such as bone structure, says Malaysian Physiotherapy Association (MPA)
* as deep as always*

i am still checking ur gtalk status..and the idle of the gtalk is the only thing that make me move on..at least you are just idle...just let me have the tiny hope wont you..
when the moment you become offline....*shake head*...don't offline k?

i reallie miss you mitt.....hoping tat you will 'come' to germany and talk to me..it is not tat far rite?

mitt, i truly love you..
you have been part of my life..and always be
you will be always the meaty mitt in retards....

i really hate to say this...i have been trying so hard not to say this...but..i have to let go....let you be in the other world..living freely like you always are..

rest in peace mitt...
glad that you have a blast birthday before your death
glad tat you really enjoy yourself....

like what you always tell me 'life is short, enjoy while you still can..you never know what will happen to you '
Guess it is really true huh..

miss you very much...

* really hate to see this*

2010-05-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

it hurts a lot..
i wished it is just a prank..

Cinta ini Membunuhku

2010-05-26T22:07:00.002+08:00

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Woo… Hu~u… Haa…
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini, membunuh ku.

click here to listen!

a very nice song..dunno why..i got quite addicted to this song =) hehehe

*most prob i was reading one of a nice manga while listening to this song..so whenever i hear it, it bring me a feeling....feeling that..i dunno how to express ..ermm..ermm..baaah! *

btw, it's indonesia song..hmmmph they sing better than some malaysian singer..

no wonder so many ppl crazy bout indon idols..now i understand why..hahaha

2010-05-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

'The truth is from the heart,
and not from beautiful appearance or hypocritical show off. . .
Whatever happens, one day everyone will see your beauty,
because that truth is to withstand the test of time '

*nicely said ...love this phrase very much*

paddington virus...

2010-05-21T04:47:00.002+08:00

the dr. has diagnosed me with Paddington virus...

symptoms:
1. miss paddington 24 hours (in lab, in toilet, in kitchen, in shopping malls , in everywhere)
2.want to bring paddington whenever you go
3. talk to paddington when you are free
4. life is only about paddington paddington and paddington

hehe...paddington always accompany me whenever i am at home..

i will bring paddington to fussen this saturday..reallie anticipate the trip with paddington =)

me heartzz paddington!!!!!!!!!!

of proof and proof and proof :P

2010-05-20T01:11:00.006+08:00

Hellow~

it has been such a long time-ne~
..sorry for being MIA..hahahah..
was busy with presentation..(everything goes well..i hope..hehe)
followed by post-trips and soon-be-trips and future-trips!! =)

i just had a conversation with mum, and she claimed that i hardly cook nowadays!
NO lor..mum..i did cook..luckily i took a few pictures..as 'proof'

seee...mum..seee...LOLX

this will be my very lazy type of dinner...everything chucked into the oven..

my chicken curry..but u cannot see the chicken..its hidden...

my chicken rendang...

hahaha..look very good kan? i also chucked into oven...for both fries and pork..

try to be 'healthy' ..my lunch....of yogurt and strawberry...(1 min to prepare)

hehe...
i am very hardworking k...
:P

lastly...

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!

huggles!!! miss all of you...

random

2010-04-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

'i wanna i wanna i wanna touch u
u wanna touch me too....'

pictures that craft smiles...

2010-04-28T18:27:00.003+08:00

i got this from my colleague...
heh
i don't know about you guys...
but it definately brings smile on my face..

so..do spend some time seeing these pictures bah...
it is definately worth your time seeing them :P

~SMILE~

My Nasi Lemak

2010-04-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

My Nasi Lemak

hahahaha....i cook again!
this time, my menu was....

sambal ikan dgn telur rebus!

oh my..i can still remember my malay :P

my dinner (haha..one meal....a big portion kan?)

nyummy nyummy....i miss the sambal very much....
* i even take out some sambal and put in fridge for my future meals..*

spicy spicy hot hot during cold cold weather is love

=)

My FirSt

2010-04-24T07:04:00.002+08:00

My First Holy Bible

thank you shi qi, for the wonderful gift

i will be discipline and read it every night =)

Father in Heaven,
I pray to you that you will give clarity in my mind,
Please let me understand your words in the bible,
I pray for your guidance along the way.
In the name of Jesus I pray,
*Amen*

My day

2010-04-20T02:49:00.006+08:00

This conclude my first day of working after my nice weekends..

is it a good one?

i would say a BIG NO a few hours ago..but now..it is a BIG YES

Early in the morning :

1. while preparing experiment..out of sudden, the 250ml volumetric flask broke...all solution spilled ...
2. out of 5 DSC pans, only 2 can be used, which caused the experiment to delay

In the afternoon :

1. received another shocking email regarding my evaluation presentation
2. discussion with fellow friends....fail to persuade them to delay the presentation
3. collect the pans and dry them. while drying the pans, one fell off...and poof dissapear. have to repeat the experiment for that sample again tomoro
4. no more THF. Cant continue my analysis experiment tomoro

In the evening :

1. housemate told me that her relationship doesn't last
2. kitchen in the mess (but soon cleared up..)

**********

I admit, I did have a teary session with my friend who called me up..
thank you for calling and showing me your concern...sorry for breaking down and complained about everything.....
thank you for able to understand why i wouldn't want to have my presentation so early.
It is not about lack of preparations etc..
but its because of something which not many able to understand it....but u do understand...i hope LOLX
THANK YOU for lending ur ears..it relieved me a lot =)

and thanks for those that patiently listen to my emo period in gtalk. arigatou..

A.N.D

the ONE thing..that reallie brightened up my day is...my chat with my lil bro... =)
despite me being older, he did really well in consoling me ..
(even tho i was feeling much better aft my friend called me)

before we end the conversation.....he said something that really surprised me...

CaLLy says: =) hehehe...love u!!!

limjityang says: welcome love u too bye bye!

gosh..i din expect him to reply that...i expect a yerr from him

isnt my bro sweet?

**********

love him to the max

what is life without those challenges?
I will now bravely face all the challenges ahead.

I blv this is the path God wants me to go through..
I understand that everything is planed by Him with a reason...
I have faith in Him.
Thank you God, for giving me a lovely and wonderful life...
for blessing me with wonderful family and friends
Amen!

It will be a better day tomorrow =)

Snacks for CaLLy... (>.<)

2010-04-18T18:56:00.001+08:00

~My snacks~

yup yup! i bought a big packet of SNACKS!!!!

JusT FoR Me, Myself and I!

1. Korean Mee (udon and ramen)

2. Milka Choc (discounted price : 49 cent, usual price : 79 cent) and Rita Sports(2010 edition)

3. Bread Spread (paprika + chilli)

hahaha! don't worry bout my weight..i will on diet back in malaysia =)

oh mum, don't worry. I do not eat maggi everyday oh!
next post will be my baking chicken attempt =)

taa~